Is this what God feels like? We say Lord I'm sorry. And then we do the same all over again. He tells us how to keep our noses clean but we don't listen. We press our way to do things that will not be pleaseing to his sight, time and time again. And then we top it off with an I'm sorry. I can imagine He feels a little disregarded. Maybe even to a point that he would rather us not apologize, but would prefer that we just get right. If I say to you, "It hurts when you do that". I really have little interest in why you felt it was justified that you did it. It hurt! Should you continue to do the same it will hurt even more, there is no time that I truly become numb to this. And at some point I'm going to wonder if you care that it hurts or is it your intent. Have you become so insensitive that you don't even realize that you are doing the same thing over and over again. I thank God that I'm not him. I can't imagine being the creator of all things and disregarded or treated as an option. Yet He still finds it in his heart to forgive us. Right now God, this is where my battle is. Give me the heart to forgive when I don't even want to. Help me to see this situation as you would see it.